Samana 4
I have been slowly getting better at speaking Spanish. We have a new district of non-Spanish speakers in our zone; it is good to see how much I have grown from when I first got to the CCM. Not to mention the Peru and Guatemala Mtc's are full so we are getting 200 more people this week. We have 4 investigators now. Frances who is my teacher Herm. Rivera she is portraying her grandma. Manuel who is my other teacher Hermo. Robinson. Now we are teaching other missionaries who are acting as investigators as well as we are portraying investigators. My name is Colton, and Elder Henderson is Landon. We are teaching Mateo and Zach. It is hard because Mateo does not have any religious back ground and does not believe in God yet Zach has grown up around the church his whole life and is Christian. So we are trying to find a balance between the two. Me and Elder Henderson had an investigator named Rosa last week (remember the Rosa lesson I was sick for?) well needless to say it was not our high point in teaching, we did not know it was our last lesson with Rosa that was kind of a crash and burn. Yet we have started to get better at teaching together. I have reached Alma now in my reading of the Book of Mormon and it only made me think how important it is for me to teach the people of my country. Alma often does not get the glory of missionary work that the sons of Mosiah do but he did so much in the land he belonged to with the people of the Nephites. Not to mention Alma and Amulek make the dynamic duo of teaching. I just want to learn to model that kind of power and spirit. Not to mention the ability to know the spirit well enough to know what your investigators thoughts are.
Me and an Elder Moore from Idaho have been doing a lot together lately we go on splits when his and my companions go to practice for the musical number they are doing next Tuesday. I was able to tell him a lot about what I know about the history and doctrine in the scriptures and I got to share the story of my conversion when I did I thought about it and I don't think I have ever shared it with any of you. I feel my family and friends should know the story of how I came to the Truth of the gospel.
In growing up in the church I have learned from the time I was very young the stories in the scriptures. I know them fairly well and that knowledge has always come to me very easy. Yet they did not mean anything to me until I found my testimony. Two events in my life have helped me find my testimony. First was when I was in 3rd grade, It was when I lost most of my friends yet found one that changed my life, Lance. Lance, was in my class was never the most popular, me on the other hand had many friends and could consider myself very popular. Lance was often made fun of because he did not learn as fast as the other kids, or could not do all the sports and such. I did not like how the other kids made fun of him but I knew if I did something about it I would be giving up my friends. Yet I knew what I had to do... I had one friend after that Lance, and a whole lot of people that made fun of me who I thought were my friends. Because of Lance I met other friends real friends like Eddy, Nick, Tohi, and Jared. At the end of 7th grade they told me how they were going to take a ballroom dance class the next year. So not thinking about it I did the same. Because of that I met, Kylie, Alex, Sofia, Brie, and Jesus. These are all people who are really true friends to me.
This is the second event that helped me with my testimony. I had been praying for over 3 years to have knowledge that the church was true; I felt I had never been given an answer to this prayer. I went to church and could only think when someone said “I know the church is true” how can you know? What did you do that I didn’t do to find this out or are you just saying it and you don’t really know? Sophomore year I had an early morning Seminary class with my dear sister Klarissa, one day a scripture was shared. I thought nothing of it; just that it was a nice scripture. Little did I know God had something in store for me. Later that night I was at the stake road show and I was back stage texting some friends... One of them was having a really hard time. I wanted to help but did not know what to do. I felt that I should share that scripture, yet I did not feel I could. The feeling continued to come to me, Share the scripture, finally I thought to do it. I could not remember the exact wording of it. God provided a way, Sami Chun was in my class and after asking him what it was soon I had a book in my hand and some short words in my mind. I shared the scripture and it worked. That night I could not sleep thinking about what I had done.... I got down on my knees one more time and asked if the church was true... This was what came to my mind, why are you questioning what you have always known to be true?
A testimony is like a pen, God has given you the pen placed it next to you yet you have to be willing to pick it up and start writing or the pen will only be lost and pushed to the side. Every day you should seek to share your testimony and have it grow and help others grow theirs. That is what our savior did.
I love you guys and hope everyone is doing well.
I can't wait to get back to the states and eat a Burger.